i has been such a long time since i have posted..... i have a new fascination with myspace. but anyways to any of yall that have been wondering what i have ben up to i am about to tell u.......i did have a fling and he said we were "moving to fast" .... that is the first time that anyone has ever broke it off with me...... but its alright i silly stringed him the next day......

i felt so much better..... but he was still leading me on kinda and i was upset..... so i told him it wasnt fair how he broke it off with me and he said he knew.... i asked him to give me closure and tell me he didnt like me and he said that he couldnt tell me that he didnt like me. i wanted to run him over with a buick....

 i still hang on with him alot..... we are really good friends. ... i hung out with him saturday morning and saturday night .... ... the next day luke asked me what was going on with me and david...

so i went to lukes house that night and we had a really good talk... he told me that david did like me and that he was having a hard time because he has been obsessed with this one girl since like 2nd grade... and once we satarted talking she started to like him..... and now i guess he is having a really hard time with it i guess.... i guesws he doesnt know what he wants....

but then kelly was talking and said that david wanted a girlfriend withou tobligation.. and i was like what? i have obligations?.....he said that i wanted to hang out all the time .... i said thats bull because i work like 5 days a week.....oh well

this past weekend was fun....i spent the  night at luke's land.....he has a cabin by a lake or something.....luke and jaque fell asleep soo early but me and patrick stayed up until like 6 in the morning........we talked for ever he is a sweetie......we even went row boating at like 4 until 6.......i had alot of fun..........then staurday i went to the aynor hoe down with jaque and watched elijah on his tractor in the parade...... doing his stunts(doughnuts)

that night i could have done without though.....i went to an aynor party with jaque and elijah......i say douglas there and we said hey and thats about it with him...... i saw jason and he gave me a hug......but these girls were being so mean to jaque ...... i just wanted to put them in their place so bad.......

but i did get in to trouble,...... i told my grandma that i was watching movies at megans and she called megan because i was late getting home...... but i told her we stayed at elijahs because it was too far a drive to go to megans......she is ok with it now.........i think megan and jaque are going to stay with me when my grandma goes to ky...... i am excited to have the house to myseld for so long...

thats is about all i have done this week...... hopefully my weekend with be a little more eventful but less dramatic this one coming up huh?

of and i met a phillipian boy today....he's a sweetheart..... how's it going Gabe??

my weekend was alright........fridayy night i worked and jaqui came to spend the night with me. about 12:30 brian called and wanted to take us to a party at Douglas's house......i wasnt feelin it.....anyway my grandma wouldnt let me leave that late,.......so reed and jake came over for a  little while............we watched white chicks and everyone was basically asleep on the couch.........

it was like 2:00 exactly and the phone rang......i jumped up to grab it and answered...... it was jason .....the boy doug had given me permission to hook up with me.....whitch i am still mad at doug for!!! but anyway i dont hold that agains him since i got him jumped the previous weekend...... i really do feel bad about that.....but anyway he was with alex and he asked me what i was doing adn i said i was chillin at my house with some friends and told him who....he asked if he could come over and i said sure y not......jake asked me who was coming and i said jason.....but he didnt know him... i told him that was because he is older than yall......reed and jake are my age..... jason is 21 and alex is 22...... i met jason through parties with douglas who i met through parties with brian who i met through parties with clay......hahaha i wonder who i will met through jason? other than alex....hgaha

anyway they came over and we chilled for a little while ........jason loves my cat.... calls him garfield.......which my cat loves jason too and kept laying on his leg......they brought liquer into my house!!! and i had to give them cups just in case my grandma come through the hallway so she would know what they were drinking....the clocked chimed 3 times and jason jumped because he thought it was the doorbell........ he said who would be at ur door at 3 in the morning....... i asked him who would call me at  2 in the morning to come  over? he laughed and raised his hand and said me! ........then saturday i went quading with jaqui at her house and went swimming....then went out with gentry for a little while until his sister tonya got off work....... about 1:00 we met up with jason and alex and we literally drove around until like 6:30.....then we pulled over and tried to sleep because jason said he couldnt take 2 girls home.....ghahaha......big pimpin......alex left and we were trying to go to sleep but it was so uncomfortable in his little truck.....trying to lay 3 ppl in the front seat hashah........i ended up in the drivers seat and jaqui wouldnt let us sleep.......she kept saying she was hungry......so finally i told jason lets just go to mcdonalds.......he said are u driving and i was like sure.... i drove his new truck!!! all the wasy to mcdonalds.then i went home.....called my grandma and told her jason was bringing me home and i asked her if she would fix me some french toast....and sure enough it was ready when i got there.......

i dont know if i like jason like that or not..... but it is really hot when he sings to me!!! hahaa liike he did saturday night ........i loved every minute of it..... oh well......

i guess i would like to see him again...... but my grandma thinks he 19 hehee....... y do i always hang with the older boys..... its not just from here either i did in ky to....

much lover

well what lasted so long seemed so short then huh?.........i dont mess with douglas anymore......he more or less cheated on me down here with my best friend......even though she said nothing happened and they dont talk like that........

but anyway she did tell me that preston had a sweet spot for me and that he was taking up for me...... but she wont tell me what he said to make him take up for me.......which i am still trying to set up him and ashley.......doug asked megan if i thought preston liked me......which is bs bc all i am trying to do is set him up with ashley............

justin come in to see me last night at work.......he brought me my makeup and stuff that i left in his truck friday night.......i had soooo much drama this past weekend!!! i hate it.....

not only was doug being a bitch but i got a guy jumped....honest mistake tho...... i threw a bottle into the woods and what is the chances that there is going to be someone in the woods 2 in the morning? anyway i hit him and went around front...... jason went into the woods to try and find his coozy........the man thought he threw the bottle and jumped him..... when i found out what happened i told the man i threw it! oh well...... then there is this girl i almost beat down ....... which was really just an excuse to get jasons hands off of me.......

i am however dissappointed in my friend reed........i hung out with him, bennet, johnson, ben and BOBBY WALLACE who is the local celeb hahaha j/k.....sat night.....and i had alot of fun.........reed invited me over sun and i didnt go because i hung out with jaque.....he calls me sunday night hitting on me trying to hook up with me.....what a dorkus.....after telliing me to stay away from guys because he doesnt want me to get hurt.....

then i stayed the night with paul on sunday night.......with him hunter, elijah, MA, and rick adn scot was there for a little while,,,,,cant forget my girl jaque.......that actually was fun though......i felt like a 9  yr old again......then went home and slept all day monday.

but who knows a crush might be developing in my future wink wink...

hey all!!!!!

i have had a pretty awesome summer.......except for one little incident with this boy i call turtle......

but we wont speak of that.....

i have started at a new high school.... it was chill because i knew alot of the seniors from parties i went to......that is where i met my new fella....Douglas!!

he is such a sweetie to me!!! he is gorgeous!!!! i need to post new pix on here...... for one i had all my hair chopped off......and 2 i need to let u all know what doug looks like! we had soo much fun together.....i have saw him every night since last thursday......and it is thurday today..........i am going out with him tomorrow night on a double date with him my friend ashley and his friend preston.......playing matchmaker........then saturday he is taking me jetskiing! i was suprised when he asked me to the river i said why and he said to go jetskiing .....i said do u have a jet ski and he said he has two! so i am siked.......

he is like my favorite ride right now because of gas prices...... his dad owns a gas staition so he doesnt have to pay......

then last saturday night he was sooo sweet because he thought i was asleep and he was playing with my hair and rubbing my back........i just let him think i was asleep. he sings to me too.......him and these other guys i hung with saturday......doug, preston, jason, and chris all had there guitars and sang to me !!! it was sooo sweet......i do like my baby he is sweet......

i called him from work yesturday like he asked me to and i was mad that he didnt answer......but i felt so bad because when i got home he called me and said he cut open his leg working for his dad...... made me feel like a total bitch......

he called me again last night at 12:30 wanting me to go to his house and watch a movie .......of course i said no....it was too late to leave on a school night.....

i just hope he doesnt get tired of me........we have saw an aweful lot of each other these past few days.oh well......

but really i am going to post a pic on here of me and douglas soon........u all will flip...... he's an older man wink wink(20)

Peace Love and Happiness to all yall